Enough is enough....

My brain and heart are singing this song as I am done with being upset and pissy about my body and ready to just move on and take things as they come. My tears were flowing for a long time last night and Kent was very sweet and sensitive and didn't push me to stop. Sometimes my tears are like a flood that just needs to flow. For many years I held my emotions in to only have a major emotional breakdown later down the road.

I've been thinking today about how I will need to really limit my carbs again and all I really need to think about is what I want in life. Do I want a big yummy piece of baguette...or a baby. Bread is good...but I would rather have a family with Kent. Last night when I was telling Kent that it just does not seem fair; that I am constantly in a struggle with my weight. He is so great at listening and reminding me that we all have things in our lives that seem unfair. I really am so fortunate to be able to walk, think, talk, hear and I am really funny. So my disco song is going to resonate in me for a tad longer as I prepare to try and move on.