One that doesn't make me a crazed lunatic and want to rip off everyone's head! Oh, how I shudder to think that I asked them to double my dose. I am so ridiculously irritable. I've tried deep breathing, focusing on the positive, letting drivers cut me off without flipping them off and trying to be sensible that one of our tenants rent checks bounced. I'm like Thomas the Engine right now...I think I can, I think I can, I think I can---be nice. My engine puttered out a few days ago and dropped my butt off on the tracks. Sweet Jesus help me. This nicety nice smile that is plastered on my face is ready to crack. Praise the lord I just had botox to prevent my constant scowl and "WTF" face.
My TGIF today is the fact that I only have 1 more day of Clomid. I also have a relatively quiet week-end ahead of us, which is great, as we rarely do have downtime of the week-end. Hopefully I can find some peace and serenity and my husband will be allowed some ease to be around me.
Amen
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The Official Day Our Journey Began
This is the story of the start of a marriage and starting a family. This is our journey; whatever road it takes us on we will be together through it all.
About Me
- Lisa
- Seattle, Wa, United States
- No longer a newlywed as we are now into our seventh year of marriage. I have a fabulous 5 year old boy and a 2 year old girl. I enjoy writing, yet time is not always on my side. I don't hold back and express exactly what is on my mind.
The Official Day Our Journey Began
2 comments:
LOL. Lisa...I'm often a crazed lunatic who wants to rip off everyone's head WITHOUT fertility drugs! :)
Thanks for the sweet comment on my blog...I can honestly say that we are at peace right now with our journey. I'm thinking of you and keeping my fingers crossed for you guys. Hope you feel more like yourself (and less like me ;P) very soon. Have a good weekend!
My husband and I rarely fight... but when I was on Clomid, man did we get into it! It was like I heard this awful things coming out of my mouth, but I was helpless to stop it. Out-of-body experience in the worst way. Luckily the symptoms leave when the pills stop... you can hang in there!
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