Stuart Smalley apparently should be my mentor as his 12-step positive affirmations are a successful way to recorrect years of bad thinking. Sweet Jesus, I can see myself now...staring at myself lovingly in a full length mirror; telling myself how fabulous I am. These positive affirmations will be a giant leap ahead of the normal crap that fills my brain. I'm going to give it a try though, but maybe I will just have my affirmation in the car, or shower, as I don't see myself looking into a mirror and having a one-on-one with myself. I do see myself wanting to change though. I see myself having a more positive future and outlook. I see myself calmly finding ways to enjoy my life and successes and gently work on things I would like to change.
I love to plan things out and my life is something that lately seems to be in a shredder. I think what I am looking towards is to plan my day. Just plan one day at a time and do the best I can with that day. I look forward to the start of August as this was going to be my month of reconnecting with myself. You would totally think I was a nut case by some of the things I have said...reconnecting with myself--who in the hell talks that way? I swear though, I'm out of touch with everything, including me. Time for a little R&R and to get back on the right track.
I haven't had a TGIF lately as things have been too busy to even focus on. I am grateful today that I have a fabulous dad who also happens to be a pharmacist and can answer all my questions about my bladder infection and pills. Nothing like telling Bob about ALL your business.
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Lisa, I just adore you. I love how you lay it all out there - every joy, every angst. I know you are a planner, and when things don't go according to plan it can seem cruel and painful, but I admire your resolve to learn from it anyways. You are good enough, smart enough and I really like you!!!
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