Club soda with lemon

Last night I went to my first official lady club general meeting. I was nervous, like sweaty palms nervous as I headed into the pre-happy hour meet and greet. I walked out onto the balcony of the bar, spotted a few ladies in my group and sat down. Liquor was all around me, but I ordered a club soda with lemon. It didn't ruin my night, it helped me stay on course with my day.

After the meeting I dashed home and Kent and I went for about a 30 minute walk. My feet were really bothering me and I was so hot and bloated. It could be the clomid, not sure. At least I went though as I didn't get home until almost 9pm.

Then the emotions run wild as Kent and I watch the biggest loser premiere episode. I don't plan on recapping the shows on my blog, there are so many other places to view this information. All I can say is I love Dan. They brought him back from last years season and he was awesome. Not only did he win the first challenge, but he then picked the biggest contestant to be his partner. Last year Dan was the largest contestant ever in the shows history, this year Dan's title has been erased by a woman. The other killer for me was Abby, the woman who two years ago lost her husband and two kids in a car wreck. I was sobbing, like sobbing because I just can't imagine this. I hope she and Dan just kick some butt.

It was awesome to be watching the show last night and to not be eating ice cream while it was playing and to know that I too can put myself on the top of my list. I may not be able to just stop everything and go away for 5 months, but I can at least do my best.

Today was my last day of Clomid, so now I will just work really hard at my health and have an ultrasound next Tuesday to see if it helped knock those eggs around.

1 comments:

Sunny said...

I saw that women who lost her family in the previews. I honestly have never seen the show, but I *definitely* won't be watching it because of her. Worst nightmare, anyone?! My heart hurts for her so badly, I just couldn't go through that right now.