One thing on my body that is not getting larger...

That would be my eggs. Just returned from the RE for an ultrasound after starting clomid and apparently the eggs are still stuck and not growing. All my life I have tried not to "get larger" or "grow" but here's one area I sure wish to hell would grow sooner than later. I guess I check September off the list for potential pregnancy and think October. Maybe I jinxed myself. I was worried the other day if I were to get pregnant this month that our "kid" would not be able to celebrate their birthday at school and bring organic, non-nut bearing treats. The summer birthdays were always screwed when I was growing up and I vowed to do my best not to have a child who couldn't have their special day at school. Maybe if I undo this vow something will happen next month? I know in my heart there are reasons for how things are happening for Kent and I. I feel bummed. I'm heading to Greenlake early tonight and go for a run before my trainer gets there.

2 comments:

Alison said...

Thanks for stopping by my blog! I always like to check out blogs I haven't come across yet and connect with people in the same "boat" as me. Good luck with your journey and I hope you don't have as much trouble as we have had. *Sigh*

Sunny said...

Aww, I'm sorry the follies aren't responding to Clomid. :( It's frustrating what we put ourselves through, only to run into more problems. Can they be late starters??